Our first safari in Tadoba Andhari Tiger Reserve was in the Keslaghat buffer in the evening. By then, I had already adjusted my expectations. All our safaris were in buffer zones. No core entries. No guarantees. Just long forest tracks and hope. When we reached the gate, I realized why getting tickets was difficult.  There were only 8-10 jeeps starting at that time.  

The drive began quietly. No alarm calls. No strong scent of a predator. Only the guide who came with us talked about his experience. We did not notice even subtle shifts in the atmosphere to guide us to a tiger sighting. For over two hours, we drove through dry forest, stopping occasionally, listening, and waiting. It felt uneventful, I was just chatting with the guide to pass time, to learn that there are 22 gates in Tadoba, each having around 6-10 jeeps.  So relatively limited access. No wonder getting safari tickets is not easy.

And then, almost without warning, we saw him. A tiger known locally as Mama, was sleeping under a tree.  There was no dramatic entry, no chase, no rush. Just a large, calm presence in the shade, the brilliant orange color shining with the sunlight directly on a part of his body and the other part in the shade. 

Tiger Mama, sleeping under a shade

We had only one jeep alongside us when we spotted Mama. And it is a practice for the sighters to inform the other jeeps. There was no mobile coverage and our jeep was deputed to find the signal and inform.  We had to drive away from the tiger to inform others and we learnt that another tiger named Chota Mowgli had been sighted by the other jeeps.  They drove towards where we sighted Mama. We drove on the opposite side hoping to get a glimpse of Chota Mowgli, without any luck. 

A few minutes later, when we returned back to see Mama, there were nearly 20 jeeps following him. We were coming from a different direction, and could only see the jeeps and not Mama. 

There was no urgency in his movement and that of the other jeeps. He simply began walking along the track. And then, slowly, almost deliberately, he walked in our direction.

Tiger Mama Walking Towards Us.


The distance closed far more quickly than I had imagined. Twenty feet is not a metaphor when you’re sitting in an open gypsy. It is measurable. It is visible. It is close enough to notice the rhythm of his shoulders as he moves.

The forest was silent.

The tourists in other jeeps stopped speaking. Even cameras seemed restrained. In that stillness, I became aware of only one sound — my own heart, thumping far louder than it needed to.

He wasn’t charging. He wasn’t even acknowledging us. He was calm. Majestic without trying to be. Entirely unbothered by our presence. That contrast was what made the moment intense. The tiger was at ease. I wasn’t.

For a brief second or two, our eyes met. I instinctively looked away, unsure whether holding a tiger’s gaze was wise or foolish. It didn’t matter. He had already decided that we were irrelevant.

Then he paused, almost as if granting us permission to absorb the moment. For about fifteen minutes, he remained visible — sometimes walking, sometimes settling down in a small pool of water, entirely in control of the space.

There was no roar. No dramatic climax. Just proximity.

Those fifteen minutes felt longer than the previous two and a half hours combined.

What stayed with me wasn’t adrenaline. It was awareness. The realisation that in a forest where we spend hours searching for signs, the actual encounter can unfold quietly and without spectacle. There is no background  music announcing the moment.

When we finally moved on, conversation returned slowly. The engines revved. The forest resumed its ordinary sounds. But something had shifted inside me.

I had seen a tiger before, from a distance, in a cage. This was different. This was close enough to feel human again — vulnerable, aware, and completely dependent on the animal’s calm.

The safari had already surprised me once by offering a sighting. Now they had offered something else: perspective.

Sometimes the loudest sound in the jungle isn’t the alarm call of a sambar or the growl of a predator. It’s just your own heartbeat, reminding you exactly where you stand.


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